The Road Not Taken

 作者  FOX9999 (sky walker)                                 看板  P_P_FOX9999  
 標題  好久沒有                                                                
 時間  Mon Apr 30 13:10:37 2007                                                
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久不與林正妹講話矣，                                                           
                                                                               
不料今日一談，林正妹竟語出驚人!                                                
                                                                               
在二堂輸送課中途稍歇時，                                                       
                                                                               
吾見林正妹於材科營小隊員名單附近游走，                                         
                                                                               
吾起而問曰:「汝弟欲參加此營?」                                                 
                                                                               
林答:「不是啦!是我表妹。                                                       
       我弟不削這個，他這麼的(擺起了肌肉男樣)....╰(￣▽￣  )╯                
       他就是一整個太帥\(★﹏★)/，應該會被男工作人員刷掉吧^^"」               
                                                                               
                                                                               
我在她的眼睛裡看到了...對於親情的熱情光芒在蠢蠢欲動，                          
                                                                               
望著她轉身而走的背影，我彷彿看見了無數的天使在偉大親情的光環旁飛舞，           
                                                                               
就像皮卡之前的暱稱:「豆豆看世界，照亮自己也照亮別人^^」，                      
                                                                               
不僅讓我整個身歷其境，也很驚訝的發現，                                         
                                                                               
身為一個姊姊對自己的弟弟有如此絕對的自信，                                     
                                                                               
猶如雞鳴不與於風雨，松柏後凋於歲寒的屹立不搖；                                 
                                                                               
更像汪洋中的一條船，                                                           
                                                                               
比起考輸送天上掉下來的完整手抄解答，林正妹的親情更給人無限希望!!!              
                                                                               
所謂天地有親情，雜然賦流形，                                                   
                                                                               
我竟然在百般無聊的輸送課touch到了!                                             
                                                                               
感動催淚度更勝佐賀的超級阿嬤和一公斤的眼淚，                                   
                                                                               
不禁讓我覺得她和她家人之間的感情熱度傳遞，                                     
                                                                               
拿書本中的傅立葉定理、Equation of Motion、甚至量子力學來解釋                   
                                                                               
在她面前都顯得幼稚而不足取，                                                   
                                                                               
其中的交互作用現象之複雜，哲學意義之偉大，                                     
                                                                               
恐怕連愛因斯坦和霍金都要搖搖頭吧。                                             
                                                                               
在現場感動到無可言語的我，                                                     
                                                                               
在偉大親情前深深感到自己的渺小，                                               
                                                                               
但我必須果敢狂妄的下結論，                                                     
                                                                               
否則將被巨大的情感浪潮所反噬，                                                 
                                                                               
結論就是...........                                                            
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
林詩敏是個好姊姊XD                                                             
                                                                               
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夫兵者不祥之器物或惡之故有道者不處君子居則貴左用兵則貴右兵者不祥之器非君子     
之器不得已而用之恬淡為上勝而不美而美之者是樂殺人夫樂殺人者則不可得志於天下     
矣吉事尚左凶事尚右偏將軍居左上將軍居右言以喪禮處之殺人之眾以哀悲泣之戰勝以     
喪禮處之道常無名樸雖小天下莫能臣侯王若能守之萬物將自賓天地相合以降甘露民莫     
之令而自均始制有名名亦既有夫亦將知止知止可以u930533.CHENG.ab.nthu.edu.tw海     
      FOX9999:不過他弟也的確不錯帥                             04/30 13:49     
      saioegg:你還是跟金牌成立系扯吧                           04/30 14:00     
       ok0831:克制文筆好阿!!!!                                 05/01 11:22     

 作者  FOX9999 (sky walker)                                 看板  P_P_FOX9999  
 標題  聽大師說...                                                             
 時間  Thu Apr 26 18:36:02 2007                                                
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懷幼07送舊快到了，                                                             
                                                                               
剛剛看張祖的版，                                                               
                                                                               
很直接就想到了"驪歌2005"，                                                     
                                                                               
大二在社團唱的時候一點感覺都沒有，                                             
                                                                               
但是現在唱起來感受好深，                                                       
                                                                               
如果有人問感傷個啥?                                                            
                                                                               
我會回答他，對阿也許是我想太多，                                               
                                                                               
這屆又不是我畢業，離別關我啥事，                                               
                                                                               
但是騙不了我自己。                                                             
                                                                               
我今天早上才跟長展講過，                                                       
                                                                               
今天我一大清早，一個人坐在電子學教室時，                                       
                                                                               
四周除了早晨的鳥鳴之外很安靜，                                                 
                                                                               
雖然沒睡多少，那時候思緒卻變的很清楚，關於回憶的思緒，                         
                                                                               
我也知道要把握當下，而不是一直想以前的事，                                     
                                                                               
但是它就這麼的無意間闖進來，                                                   
                                                                               
完全不是我刻意去想的，                                                         
                                                                               
腦海中忽然閃過一個剛升大學的男生整天向學長姐問東問西，                         
                                                                               
唯恐自己有所疏失的樣子，                                                       
                                                                               
然後場景飛快的轉到張祖彈吉他唱完＜明白＞，                                     
                                                                               
然後是掌聲和歡呼聲。                                                           
                                                                               
我當然知道還沒有結束，                                                         
                                                                               
既然如此，                                                                     
                                                                               
就像文章也有首尾呼應一樣，                                                     
                                                                               
當初怎麼開始，總會來個階段性的結束。                                           
                                                                               
聽這首歌，我忍不住唱，忍不住眼淚。

 作者  FOX9999 (sky walker)                                 看板  P_P_FOX9999  
 標題  ......                                                                  
 時間  Tue Apr 24 20:50:27 2007                                                
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有最重要的就夠了。                                                             
                                                                               
有即使百忙之中和他泡杯咖啡也在所不惜的人，                                     
                                                                               
有像陽光一樣的人，                                                             
                                                                               
有看見可以聊聊幾句很親切的人，                                                 
                                                                               
有肯為他人付出的人，                                                           
                                                                               
有虛假自傲到讓人想吐的人，                                                     
                                                                               
有現實到不可思議的人，                                                         
                                                                               
有冷漠像一片牆的人，                                                           
                                                                               
有自私到付出眼神的關懷都吝嗇的人，                                             
                                                                               
這些都在所難免，                                                               
                                                                               
也許因為這樣，世界才比較有趣。

 作者  FOX9999 (sky walker)                                 看板  P_P_FOX9999  
 標題  今天                                                                    
 時間  Mon Apr  2 18:35:02 2007                                                
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中午去看熱血十足的系運籃球，                                                   
                                                                               
果然，幫夥伴加油是很好的提神劑，                                               
                                                                               
精神由不濟轉為熱情激動，                                                       
                                                                               
有shock教練的沙盤演練，                                                        
                                                                               
後期超準的得分主力洪崧富，                                                     
                                                                               
努力爭球取分的其他同伴，                                                       
                                                                               
08當然勝10的學弟啦。                                                           
                                                                               
                                                                               
看完系運之後，因為還沒到實驗時間，                                             
                                                                               
跑回系館拿雨傘和電子學課本= =                                                  
                                                                               
然後去數圖逛逛。                                                               
                                                                               
數圖和物圖一樣，都和總圖不太一樣，                                             
                                                                               
也許是理學院的關係，                                                           
                                                                               
一進去就瀰漫著濃厚的嚴謹學術氣息，                                             
                                                                               
很意外數圖幾乎沒有空位，                                                       
                                                                               
有些人甚至把數圖當家了，                                                       
                                                                               
在書桌上放一排書。                                                             
                                                                               
逛阿逛，順便看看數學系用的數值分析是啥鬼，                                     
                                                                               
也順便看看數學系用的微積分是哪本，                                             
                                                                               
似乎是黑白印刷不太有人想看的兩本黃皮書，                                       
                                                                               
結果發現上數學系及理學院微積分的教授是  沈昭亮，                               
                                                                               
忽然覺得這個名子很熟，似乎哪裡聽過，                                           
                                                                               
google一下才發現，                                                             
                                                                               
原來他就是小鬍子的老闆!!!                                                      
                                                                               
上面寫著95博士生  林建文                                                       
                                                                               
真是好久不見阿                                                                 
                                                                               
隨意翻翻一本很華麗的微積分，                                                   
                                                                               
發現很多基本定理我都忘光光了Q Q                                                
                                                                               
無怪乎每次解問題求積分的時候，                                                 
                                                                               
特別是電磁學，                                                                 
                                                                               
積分都積的痛苦萬分。                                                           
                                                                               
                                                                               
我還蠻喜歡這種以嚴謹態度探究科學的精神，                                       
                                                                               
實驗嚴謹，理論論敘清楚不含糊，                                                 
                                                                               
決不是一筆帶過就算了。                                                         
                                                                               
現在總覺得有好多好多知識都被我模糊掉了，                                       
                                                                               
該怪材料系嗎?                                                                  
                                                                               
其實也不，我太淺薄了，書還念的太少。

 作者  FOX9999 (sky walker)                                 看板  P_P_FOX9999  
 標題  感覺...                                                                 
 時間  Sat Mar 31 21:59:32 2007                                                
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看了很多很多的舊文章後，                                                       
                                                                               
配著蘇打綠的音樂，                                                             
                                                                               
口卡 口卡 口卡的吃進腦海中，                                                   
                                                                               
我感覺到....                                                                   
                                                                               
我的熱情和夢想又回來了!                                                        
                                                                               
而且是可以實現的!!                                                             
                                                                               
套句老套話：「讓我的心飛躍了起來！」                                           
                                                                               
也無意間發現了原來材料系另一位性情中人，                                       
                                                                               
原來還是有好女孩的，而且是那種小說才會出現的個性歐，                           
                                                                               
但是從外表完全看不出來。                                                       
                                                                               
發自內心的文字也是一種力量吧，包含著情緒投擲在紙上螢幕上，                     
                                                                               
不論是多麼拙劣的文筆，當它發酵成回憶時，就能帶給你力量。                       
                                                                               
我覺得冷漠和排外其實是一種掩飾，                                               
                                                                               
為了掩飾內心的脆弱，怕被發現、怕被嘲笑、怕被現實宰割，                         
                                                                               
太多人不願意承認自己的脆弱，                                                   
                                                                               
害怕、害怕，害怕太多的害怕讓自己喪失勇氣，                                     
                                                                               
大家都在找自己的祕密花園，                                                     
                                                                               
在那裏，可以放肆的哭泣，放肆的大叫，放肆的愛自己想愛的人，                     
                                                                               
有些人找到了，從此把自己鎖在裡面。                                             
                                                                               
有些人沒找到，只好不斷的轉移目標分散注意力，                                   
                                                                               
只為了填補現實的空虛，                                                         
                                                                               
但是事實上其實並不是那麼空虛，                                                 
                                                                               
真正愛你的人一直都不會變，                                                     
                                                                               
只是很多人都很害怕，                                                           
                                                                               
所以大家都隱隱約約有著一種默契：                                               
                                                                               
「你不找我，我幹嘛理你。」                                                     
「幹嘛忽然對我這麼好，想裝熟喔？」                                             
「你懂什麼？」                                                                 
                                                                               
                                                                               
當一個滿懷熱情的人，進到這個有此默契的環境裡，                                 
                                                                               
到處碰壁、到處被潑冷水，                                                       
                                                                               
他就會開始質疑自己所做的一切：                                                 
「我這樣做是為了什麼？」                                                       
                                                                               
漸漸的就被同化成冷漠的人。                                                     
                                                                               
很矛盾，大自然卻很需要熱情的人。                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
號稱哥倆好的自大和自卑也是一樣，                                               
                                                                               
為了填補空虛，想藉此增加自信心，                                               
                                                                               
但是回到寢室、回到自己的地方後，                                               
                                                                               
卻忍不住在夜裡哭泣。                                                           
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
勇氣大概是這個時代的人們最欠缺的東西，                                         
                                                                               
人家說：初生之犢不怕虎。                                                       
                                                                               
勇氣是與生俱來的，                                                             
                                                                               
但是不知道為什麼，太多的害怕害怕，                                             
                                                                               
很多人都把勇氣封印了起來。                                                     
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
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我決定了，你回來後，就告訴你吧。                                               
                                                                               
一切都不需要害怕。                                                             
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夫兵者不祥之器物或惡之故有道者不處君子居則貴左用兵則貴右兵者不祥之器非君子     
之器不得已而用之恬淡為上勝而不美而美之者是樂殺人夫樂殺人者則不可得志於天下     
矣吉事尚左凶事尚右偏將軍居左上將軍居右言以喪禮處之殺人之眾以哀悲泣之戰勝以     
喪禮處之道常無名樸雖小天下莫能臣侯王若能守之萬物將自賓天地相合以降甘露民莫     
之令而自均始制有名名亦既有夫亦將知止知止可以u930533.CHENG.ab.nthu.edu.tw海